“ I have never looked forward to each day like I do now. You are my first thought when I wake up, and my first urge is to smile, my first feeling is happiness. You have given me so much, I can’t even put it all into words.
— Me, to you (via heartsworldsapart)
“ Her eyes hold me tight to this bed and I’m not sure I could forget the way she speaks my name in breaths or the way she grips my back when she moans. I think I could hold her forever and she may never know how high she can make me with a smile and a promise of a compliment. I want to doubt it but I know that I won’t. Ruin me. Ruin me how I’m holding the ideal that you will do, like they all would do. If you prove me wrong then heaven is real and I cannot fathom that kind of disappointment now.